my dearest pops im sorry i havent brought myself to write on here since my poem i guess it is hitting home now since iv had faith i just wish you could hold her like you did kieron i keep expecting you 2come home i just wish it neva came 2this why cant i understand ur not comin back i just cant let go ur my world how can it seem 2go on without you i luv u so much i cant explain its so hard but yet u must have given me the strenth for mum cos im been so strong 4her but yet behind closed doors i just crumble