3yrs av past since u tuk ur last breath,god i wish u neva left,it still doesnt seem like this is real im feelin this pain only god no's how much i go in this shell,and it hurts and feels like hell,i c u watchin ova me u r my shinin star,u keep me from neva goin afar,ur in my heart day+nite just neva again in sight which is a very big fright,but ino ur close by me i can almost hear ur laff,ur always in my head and in my dreams 2 i just wish i cud hold u+neva let u go,but i didnt av that choice it felt like id been stabbed,the pain is still untrue i ad2 hold bk,there was nuffin i cud do an thats the day i lost u