hi dad, im sat here in work not knowing how hard it is thining about you, i really miss you and tears keep flowing down my face, i love and miss you, but i find it so hard to keep it together. i try to explain it to my loved ones but it does not help. I really miss you and i still cry to this day, i hope to meet you one day, but i promise you i will look after my mum cos she misses you somuch, i will always be there for her. Love you co much dad from your son carl.........